Thursday, March 31, 2011

Good Intentions

I always have the best intentions.  I just don't always have the best follow-through with things I decide to do for myself.  Like this blog.  I love to write. I love to express myself through writing.  I intended to blog regularly, to keep this up as a way to communicate my thoughts and ideas and feelings and document what is going on in our lives and our family.  And here I am..  nearly 7 months since my last post, and I decided to visit the blog today.  Ruh-Roh. 

My pregnancy is long over.  In fact, Kirby Claire will be 6 months old in 10 days.  YIKES!  Time marches on, ready or not.  So yes, my intentions are to blog, but I have failed miserably.  Maybe it is the combination of being a working mom and a new mom.  I'm exhausted.  I take care of everyone and everything else, and then I am left at the end saying, "What about me?".  So, while this blogging was intended to be for me, it has fallen to the wayside.  Shall I recommit now and promise that I will do better?  I wish.  I think if I can just survive the interrupted nights of sleep for a little while longer until Summer break, I will be able to step out of this fog and maybe, just maybe, control this chaos a bit more. 



But, boy.. these baby girls are definitely worth the chaos in my life.  Worth it every day.